2 minggu pertama

Bermasalah dengan kesehatan memang benar-benar mengganggu aktivitas.
-_-
harus sabar.....

leave out all the rest by linkin park

 This song was written in my diary.... ^_^
Exactly i don't know why I love this song very much... In my life, I think there wasn't a moment I experiencing this song. But, I love this song... :D
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Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

in pieces by linkin park

Lagi seneng banget ndengerin ni lagu... ^_^
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In Pieces

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay

Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste

This truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie
[End Chorus]

You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone

You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

[Chorus]
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie
[End Chorus]

dewasa

Ada banyak hal yang harus dipenuhi untuk bisa menyandang sebutan "dewasa". Dan entah kenapa aku begitu susah untuk memenuhinya. hm..... -_-
Salah satunya, mungkin aku masih terlalu sering menyakiti perasaan orang lain. Sering aku berusaha memilih kata sebisaku agar kalimatku tak menyakiti perasaan orang lain. Tapi terkadang, saat aku terdesak waktu, ditambah kondisi emosiku yang sedang tidak stabil, aku terlalu sekenanya dalam menanggapi permintaan teman, dan marah lah jadinya temanku itu. Ah, sejak kapan aku suka curhat di ruang umum seperti ini? :D nggak apa-apa lah,, terlanjur.

.... ?

lama tak kusebut namaMu dalam sepi,
menghampa hari tanpa rasa tanpa sadar,
seperti terseok-seok,
tertatih-tatih,
di jalan yg panjang melintang,
kelimpungan mencariMu,, dalam tiap nafas,,
bergumul dg nafsu, berandai menemukanMu, (idiot)

mematung di rel waktu yg panjang membentang,
mematung di antara jutaan miliar elektron yg terus berputar,,
di antara jutaan miliar atom yg terus merangsek ke segala arah,,
sepi pun menghardik kini,,
lalu ada yg melirih hanyut oleh sibuknya waktu..
dan masih ada tanya, apa ini yg namanya sepi?