titik nyaman

Harusnya aku telah sampai pada tahap tenang, nyaman dengan apa yg kujadikan pedoman.
Nyatanya aku masih seperti ini, tak berusaha untuk tenang.
Ada hal yg sepertinya masih kucari dan aku belum bisa mengerti apa itu.
Atau mungkin, aku tahu, tapi aku enggan mengakuinya?
Ah, iya, aku tahu sekarang. Aku tahu apa yang kucari.
Tapi rasanya,aku perlu meninggalkannya sejenak.
Ada tugas yg mesti kulakukan, tak bisa kutinggalkan,

you

sejak awal kutahu
kau tak pernah bermaksud membuatku jatuh cinta padamu
mungkin kau hanya berikan perhatian,
dan selalu kuanggap perhatianmu itu tulus,

ya, sejak awal kutahu,
mungkin kau tak serius dengan perhatianmu itu,
dan mungkin baiknya aku tak membuka terlalu lebar pintu harapan,

lalu,
ternyata aku tak sekuat itu untuk bisa bertahan,
bagaimanapun perhatianmu berikanku suatu kebahagiaan,
dan aku cuma seorang wanita, kawan,

nyatanya, entah kau sadar atau tidak,
perlahan kau bangun kuil cinta
di salah satu ruang di sini, di dalam diriku,
dan semakin lama, bangunan kuil cinta ini semakin nyata,

maaf jika kini aku merasakan hal ini,
tapi satu hal yg kuingin kau tahu,
aku tak akan pernah jatuh cinta,
aku hanya akan melengkapi bangunan kuil cinta,
terima kasih,
karena kau begitu nyata,


16/10/10
u/seseorang yg kemarin sore menanyakan kabarku,
(hanya anda seorang)

kata

Pernah ada cerita, tentang kebahagiaan yang terenggut oleh sebuah kata.
Bagaimana ceritanya?

Ah, aku turut berduka untuk si pemilik kebahagiaan.
Aku cuma menyimpan pertanyaan ini dalam pikiranku. Apakah kebahagiaan itu terenggut secara paksa? ataukah si pemilik kebahagiaan menyerahkannya secara cuma-cuma pada sebuah kata itu? Atau.... sebuah kata itu melakukan tipu muslihat agar si pemilik secara tak sadar menyerahkan kebahagiaannya.

Telah bertahun-tahuh kini, setelah sebuah kata itu merenggut kebahagiaannya.
Tak bisa kubayangkan, bagaimana hidupnya selama bertahun-tahun ini, tanpa kebahagiaan.

Padahal...

Banyak yang merasa hidupnya adalah hidup yang ideal, diimpikan setiap orang.
Tak ada yang menyangka kalau ternyata semua senyum yang ia berikan itu ... semacam senyum palsu. Palsu? Kok aku jahat ya? Ya, bagaimana menurutmu? Wajahnya penuh senyum. Tapi dalam hatinya, ia tak pernah merasa damai dan bahagia. Ia menyimpan dendam yang bahkan tak tahu mesti ia tujukan pada siapa. Ia gamang. Apakah ia harus balas dendam pada sebuah kata itu? Bagaimana caranya? Toh itu hanyalah sebuah kata. Mati. Tapi, ia kadang merasa, setiap kata itu hidup. Setiap kata itu bernyawa. Dan bisa merenggut apapun dari dirinya.

Ia menampakkan apa yang semestinya nampak dalam kebahagiaan. Tapi ia tak bisa merasakan apa yang semestinya dirasakan orang yang bahagia.

Sekarang ia sedang sekarat.

Aku tak tahu mesti berbuat apa.

Aku cuma bisa mengabadikan ceritanya. Sebuah cerita, tentang kebahagiaan yang terenggut oleh sebuah kata.

soundtrack of my life

hahaha...
aku bahagia hari ini.... *penting ya? ;p

Sudah diputuskan, bahwa soundtrack of my life sampai selesainya TA-ku adalah A Thousand Suns - nya Linkin Park. Love you, LP.

BAB IV ---> Saat nyusun bab ini, banyak hal yang mengguncang, pemberontakan, ketakpedulian, tapi akhirnya menemui kesadaran. Pas bgt kayaknya kalo backsoundnya mulai dari Blackout, trs Wretches and King, n dilanjutkan dg Wisdom, Justice, n Love. Nah, saat ini, aku dah nyampe tahap Wisdom, Justice, n Love kayaknya, :p

Nah, Iridescent itu cocoknya pas nanti ak di-acc untuk ujian pendadaran... wkwkwkw..
Terus Fallout itu u/detik2 menjelang presentasi pas ujian, n The Catalyst itu pas ujiannya. hahaha...

Dan The Messenger cocok bgt bwt yudisium. :D

Trs pas wisuda, balik lagi ke The Requiem,

Hahahaha... Coba aja perhatikan liriknya di artikelku sebelumnya, cocok bgt dah rasanya, apalagi klo ndengerin albumnya sekalian,

energi cinta

ada energi tak terduga ...
yg dipancarkan cinta ..

dibuat dg -deviantArt Muro-

nyoba deviantArt muro

Hmm, bingung mo bikin apa.
Yah, mencerminkan pikiranku saat ini, agak abstrak, tak jelas,
Silakan bagi yg mo nyoba ngabstrak wkwkwkw.... ato nggambar apapun itu,
klik aja deviantArt Muro ..

mulai lagi

Ada hal yang hilang memang.
Ada hal yang tak sengaja menghilang, dan memang ada hal yang kubiarkan menghilang.
Ah! Kini tak ada lagi yang aku punya, memang.
Tak ada lagi yang aku simpan. Tak ada lagi yang aku sembunyikan.
Terlalu lama berpikir memang,
terlalu lama menunggu, memang..
Kini kutahu apa yang mesti kulakukan,
Aku akan berlatih... konsekrasi..
ya, konsekrasi.. menaati jiwaku..

Lirik A Thousand Suns (full album) -Linkin Park-

The Requiem

God save us every one
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young

The Radiance

"We knew the world would not be the same. A few people laughed, a few people cried, most people were silent. I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita. Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty, and to impress him, takes on his multi-armed form, and says, 'Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.' I suppose we all thought that, one way or another."
-Robert Oppenheimer

Burning in the Skies

I used the deadwood to make the fire rise
The blood of innocence burning in the skies
I filled my cup with the rising of the sea
And poured it out in an ocean of debris
Oh

I'm swimming in the smoke / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

We held our breath when the clouds began to form
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
And in the end we were made to be apart
Like separate chambers of the human heart
No

I'm swimming in the smoke / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
It's in the blackened bones / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

I'm swimming in the smoke / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
The blame is mine alone / for bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

I used the deadwood to make the fire rise
The blood of innocence burning in the skies


When They Come For Me

I am not / a pattern to be followed
The pill that I'm on is a tough one to swallow
I'm not a criminal / not a role model
Not a born leader I'm a tough act to follow
I am not / the fortune and the fame
Nor the same person telling you to forfeit the game
I came in the ring like a dog on a chain
And I found out the underbelly's sicker than it seems
And it seems ugly / but it can get worse
'Cause even a blueprint is a gift and a curse
'Cause once you got a theory of how the thing works
Everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first
And I'm not a robot
I'm not a monkey
I will not dance even if the beat's funky
Opposite of lazy / far from a punk
Ya'll ought to stop talking start trying to catch up motherfucker
And all the people say

Lauryn said money change a situation
Big said it increase the complication
Kane said don't step / I ain't the one
Chuck said that uzi weigh a motherfuckin' ton
And I'm just a student of the game that they taught me
Rockin' every stage in every place that it brought me
I'm awfully underrated / but came here to correct it
And so it ain't mistaken I'ma state it for the record /
I am / the opposite of wack / opposite of weak
Opposite of slack / synonym of heat
Synonym of crack / closest to a peak
Far from a punk
Ya'll ought to stop talking / start trying to catch up motherfucker
And all the people say

Oh / When they come for me
Come for me
I'll be gone


Robot Boy

You say / you're not gonna fight / 'cause no one will fight for you
And you think / there's not enough love / and no one to give it to
And you're sure / you've hurt for so long / you've got nothing left to lose
So you say / you're not gonna fight / 'cause no one will fight for you

You say / the weight of the world / has kept you from letting go
And you think / compassion's a flaw / and you'll never let it show
And you're sure / you've hurt in a way / that no one will ever know
But someday / the weight of the world / will give you the strength to go

Hold on / the weight of the world / will give you the strength to go
So hold on / the weight of the world / will give you the strength to go
So hold on / the weight of the world / will give you the strength to go
Just hold on / the weight of your world / will give you the strength to go


Jornada Del Muerto

持ち上げて
解き放して


Waiting for the End

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and
Though the words sound steady, something empty's within 'em
We say yeah / with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear
Until we dead it / forget it / let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come / wishing I had strength to stand
This was not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light / thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room / Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so
Picking up the pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again


Blackout

I'm stuck in this bed you made
Alone with a sinking feeling
I saw through the words you said
To the secrets you've been keeping
It's written upon your face
All the lies how they cut so deeply
You can't get enough you take
And take and take and never say

No / you've gotta get it inside
You push it back down / You push it back down
No / you'll never get it inside
Push it back down
Black out
Blood in your eye

You say that it's not your fault
And swear that I am mistaken
You said it's not what it seems
No remorse for the trust you're breaking
You run but then back you fall
Suffocate in the mess you're making
You can't get enough you take
And take and take and take and take
Fuck it
Are you listening?

No / you've gotta get it inside
You push it back down / You push it back down
No / you'll never get it inside
Push it back down / You push it back down
No / you've gotta get it inside
You push it back down / You push it back down
No / you'll never get it inside
Push it back down
Black out
Blood in your eye

Floating down / as colors fill the light
We look up from the ground / in fields of paperwhite
And floating up / you pass us in the night
A future gazing out / a past to overwrite
So come down / far below
We've been waiting to collect the things you know
Come down / far below
We've been waiting to collect what you've let go

Come down
Oh


Wretches and Kings

"There's a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can't take part. You can't even passively take part, and you've got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you've got to make it stop. And you've got to indicate to the people who run it, to the people who own it, that unless you're free, the machine will be prevented from working at all" -Mario Savio

To save face / how low can you go
Talk a lot of game but yet you don't know
Static on the way / make us all say whoa
The people up top push the people down low
Get down
And obey every word
Steady getting mine if you haven't yet heard
Wanna take what I got
Don't be absurd
Don't fight the power
Nobody gets hurt
If you haven't heard yet then I'm letting you know
There ain't shit we don't run when the guns unload
And no one make a move unless my people say so
Got everything outta control
Now everybody go

Steel unload / final blow
We the animals / take control
Hear us now / clear and true
Wretches and kings we come for you

So keep pace / how slow can you go
Talk a lot of shit and yet you don't know
Fire on the way / make you all say whoa
The people up top and the people down low
Get down
And I'm running it like that
The front of the attack is exactly where I'm at
Somewhere in between
The kick and the hi hat
The pen and the contract
The pitch and the contact
So get with the combat / I'm letting 'em know
There ain't shit you can say to make me back down no
So / push the button let the whole thing blow
Spinning everything outta control
Now everybody go

Steel unload / final blow
We the animals / take control
Hear us now / clear and true
Wretches and kings we come for you
Steel unload / fire blow
Filthy animals / beat them low
Skin and bone / black and blue
No more this sun shall beat onto you

From the front to the back and the side to side
If you fear what I feel put 'em up real high


Wisdom, Justice, and Love

"I come to this magnificent house of worship tonight because my conscience leaves me no other choice... A true revolution of values will lay hand on the world order and say of war, 'This way of settling differences is not just.' This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation's homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into the veins of peoples normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love..." -Martin Luther King Jr.


Iridescent

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, "Save me now"
You were there impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go


Fallout

I'm swimming in the smoke / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
It's in the blackened bones / of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize / I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve


The Catalyst

God bless us every one
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
(God bless us every one / we're a broken people living under loaded gun)
Oh / like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

God save us every one
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sins of our young
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
(God save us every one / will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns)
Oh / like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

Lift me up
Let me go


The Messenger

When you feel you're alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run
Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They'll sing to you / they'll be your guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you've suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
You're growing desperate from the fight
Remember you're loved and you always will be
This melody will bring you right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

air mata

"Air mata itu asin", katanya saat itu.
"Benarkah?" tanyaku.
"Iya, seperti air garam, asin," jawabnya.
"Ah, air garam...?" gumamku.
Sejenak kami diam. Lalu..,
"Kau tahu? air mata itu mirip air garam, menyakitkan, tapi menyembuhkan luka," katanya. Sekilas ku menoleh ke arah matanya. Tatapannya menerawang seperti menembus apapun yang ada di hadapannya.
.......

"Bagaimana rasanya?" tanyanya siang tadi.
"Seperti air garam," kataku.

Waiting For The End

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear.


song by: linkin park
____________________________

musik pengiringnya enak bgt didengerin... ^_^
love this song very much...

Kucoba terjemahkan lagu ini "sekenanya", hahaha...

Menunggu Akhir

ini bukan akhir
ini bukan awal
ini hanya semacam suara gaduh
yg mengguncang setiap revisi
tetapi kamu memperhatikan nadanya
dan iramanya yg kasar
meskipun kata-katanya terdengar datar
sesuatu yang kosong di dalamnya

kita berkata yeah…

dengan genggaman tangan melayang di udara
seperti kita sedang menggenggam sesuatu yang tak terlihat
karena kita hidup dalam berkah luka dan ketakutan
sampai kita bosan dan melupakannya
membiarkannya lenyap

menunggu datangnya akhir
berharap aku kuat bertahan
ini bukanlah hal yg telah kurencanakan
di luar kendaliku

terbang secepat cahaya
pikiran-pikiran berputar-putar di kepalaku
begitu banyak hal yang tak terkatakan, tertinggal begitu saja
betapa berat melepasmu pergi

aku tahu apa yang diperlukan untuk terus berjalan
aku tahu bagaimana rasanya berbohong
hal yang ingin kulakukan hanyalah menukar hidup ini dengan sesuatu yang baru
meraih apa yang belum kucapai

duduk di sebuah ruang kosong
mencoba melupakan yang telah berlalu
ini tak pernah berarti yang terakhir
kuharap bukan begitu

apa yang tertinggal ketika api itu padam
kupikir rasanya hal ini benar tetapi yang benar itu ternyata salah
segalanya terjebak dalam badai ini
dan mencoba memahami bagaimana untuk terus berjalan

dan aku bahkan tak tahu apa yang aku katakana
mulutku terus bergerak dan pikiranku padam
mengais serpihan-serpihan yg tersisa untuk memulai
bagian terberat dalam sebuah akhir adalah memulai kembali

hal yang ingin kulakukan hanyalah menukar hidup ini dengan sesuatu yang baru
meraih apa yang belum kucapai

ini bukan akhir
ini bukan awal
ini hanya semacam suara gaduh
yg mengguncang setiap revisi
tetapi kamu memperhatikan nadanya
dan iramanya yg kasar
meskipun kata-katanya terdengar datar
sesuatu yang kosong di dalamnya

kita berkata yeah…

dengan genggaman tangan melayang di udara
seperti kita sedang menggenggam sesuatu yang tak terlihat
karena kita hidup dalam berkah luka dan ketakutan
sampai kita bosan dan melupakannya
membiarkannya lenyap

down to earth

ohhh,ohhh,oh
I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how,
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
And you can see the look on my face, it just tears me apart.

So we fight, (so we fight)
Through the hurt, (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live, (and we live)
And we learn, (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try!

So its up to you, (oh)
And its up to me, (yeah)
and we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth, down to earth, down to earth
On our way back down to earth,
Back down to earth x8

Mommy, you were always somewhere,
And Daddy, I live out of town,
So tell me how could I ever be, normal somehow?
You tell me this is for the best,
So tell me why am I in tears?
(Woo) so far away and now I just need you here,

So we fight, (so we fight)
Through the hurt, (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live, (and we live)
And we learn, (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to you,
And its up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth x3

On our way back down to earth, (on our way back down to earth)
Back down to earth x8


I felt so far away,
From where we used to be,
And now we're standing,
And where do we go,
when there's no road (no road)
to get to your heart?
Let's start over again!

So it's up to you,
And it's up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth, (down to earth)
Down to earth,
On our way back down to earth,

I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how?

______________________

song by Justin Bieber
this is my fav song of justine bieber, ^_^

stuck in the moment

With you,
With you,
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place...

Now Romeo & Juliet,
bet they never felt the way we felt,
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had the hide like,
We do,
We do...

You and I both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games,
'til someone gets hurt,
And I don't,
I won't let that be you...

Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
that there might be something real between us too, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause I know you can't love me

Yea...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can't do (Can't Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

Like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was a destiny,
Like Sunny & Cher,
I don't care,
I got you baby...

See we both,
Fightin' every inch of our fiber,
'cause in a way,
It's gonna end right but,
We are both too foolish to stop...

Now you don't wanna let go,
And i don't wanna let you know,
that there might be something real between us two, who knew?
And we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
And i know you can't love me

Yea...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can't do (Can't Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

See like,
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be,
Baby, we both have the right to disagree,
And i ain't with it,
And i don't wanna be so old and grey,
Reminiscing 'bout these better days,
But convince just telling us to let go,
So we'll never know...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
'cause everything we did,
And everything we have is stuck in the moment,
Yeahhh...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can't do,
(Nothing my heart can't do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you,
Yeah,
Whoa whoa...

--------------------

song by Justin Bieber

standing in the middle -by Linkin Park-

Yo Y'all better wake up You think we don't see
ya'll driftin' Sleepin' on the job and forgettin'
your position Sit straight and listen What you are
missin' I cook up a batch hot straight out the
kitchen No indecision I spit right Heavy as a fist
fight No gloves and no masks No pain and no slack
No way to look back Nobody to say I can't make my
own path 'Cause the way that y'all act I wanna
break somethin' Comin' at me like the pain I feel
means nothin' Comin' from a place where you can't
relate Where every word from your face comes
across as fake And I can hardly take The way that
ya'll treat us Sendin' this out to anyone who
won't believe us Spellin' it out so y'all know the
deal And if you can't feel it maybe you can't feel

I'm standing in the middle of it, middle of it,
middle of it Man who are you? I'm standing in the
middle of it, middle of it, middle of it Who...
What you sayin'? I'm standing in the middle of it,
middle of it, middle of it Who... what you
writin'? I'm standing in the middle of it, middle
of it, middle of it Man who are you?

Tell em Motion

Eat your words Sayin' what you used to say And
act how you used to act Everytime you heard my
occupation Was a rap attack My conversation's
stacked I switch my defence on you Everytime you
want to get deep you'll see my knuckle package
Born to die Ferocious MC Make you go back and
write your rhymes My style chokes up Like a
little league baseball player It moves I'm
stranglin' as I'm swingin' As main mangler I wanna
D4 Poach you as your seafood is C4 I'm gonna rap
are you still knee-high Y'all wanna train with me
guy Man it's destructive Man it's like jabs from
boxing champ Lennox Perfect for your head I'll fit
it like new era hats that Talk of suits B-boy
adequate Express myself with my hang-side Then I
extend one finger the middle Fuck the fourth place

I'm standing in the middle of it, middle of it,
middle of it Man who are you? I'm standing in the
middle of it, middle of it, middle of it Who...
What you sayin'? I'm standing in the middle of it,
middle of it, middle of it Who... what you
writin'? I'm standing in the middle of it, middle
of it, middle of it Man who are you?

Yo Motion Yeah? Sometimes I feel it's like
nothin' that I do is ever good enough (for real)
Like I should stop and go back to L.A. Back away
where I know I won't be seen And nobody's gonna
critique the music that I make And mistake me for
some fuckin' kid with a backpack Rappin' on a
track just to make a buck for A mixtape that sucks
and DJ's that don't get it But I been down that
road and I know People don't wanna go Where I
might go don't wanna know what it's like to step
outside Your zone with a mic just controllin' the
hype And if we need to take shots from them And be
stopped by them Just to make these ends Then so be
it I will not hold my breath I'm gonna spit 'til I
got none left

Motion where you at?

I'm standing in the middle of it, middle of it,
middle of it Man who are you? I'm standing in the
middle of it, middle of it, middle of it Who...
What you sayin'? I'm standing in the middle of it,
middle of it, middle of it Who... what you
writin'? I'm standing in the middle of it, middle
of it, middle of it Man who are you?

I'm standing in the middle of it, middle of it,
middle of it, middle of it, middle of it

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